byebye N73

Byebye N73... Hello C902... haha.. got myself a new phone.. hehe.. kinda happy and a bit of sad. My N73 got lots of problems so I'm forced to change it. Goodbye N73, I'm gonna miss you even though you gave me lots of problems but you were with me for the past one and a half year. Now I have to start exploring my C902. hehe..

Merry Christmas

Merry Christmas to everyone. But it's a terrible day for me. haizzzz.. My slippers rosak in the campus last night. This is the 2nd time d.. haizzz.. Luckily my fren got car, so i dont have to walk home bare-footed. Yesterday I was in campus from 10am to 10pm.. aikss.. rushing for assignment due date. And today i fell sick d.. sien.. sick on christmas eve. Besides that, my handphone rosak d.. haiz... so sueh.. everything also spoil. sien.. Spoil my christmas mood. Have to start rushing for assignment again. So many things to do yet I'm so lazy. haizz... sien.. rosak my holiday mood..

Boring day... sien...

Today is such a boring boring boring day. Woke up early in the morning to wash clothes. After that went out fot breakfast and go to the library to do the assignment. Shit man. What i draw at home last night was wrong. So, terpaksa do again in the library. After finishing the 1st question , I got no idea on how to do the other questions. Wanted to see the lecturer but too bad he got class. So end up going to MP and DP. Did some window shopping. Want to buy a new purse and pencil case but didnt see anything that i like. Aikkss.. How I wish I'm in Klang now. At least I can go out wit my best friends and go shopping. Surely can get something for myself. What to do la.. Melaka-- bandar bersejarah, I'm not old people. So cant get what i want lo.

Today someone say i look like I'm in early 20s. sobs.. Sad man. I'm still in sweet 18 le.. After that he change his statement, saying that I'm naive. Look old outside but my mind is young. haiz... Old already. Turning 19 soon. But I dont want to grow old. Wish i could stop the time so that i'll be forever 18. It sounds so much nice to say SWEET EIGHTEEN when people ask about my age. But sweet eighteen will only last for another few more days. Then I have to say byebye to it d. sobs..

Tired.....

It has been a really tiring and busy week for me. Rushing for assignment's due date, study for quiz. Haizzz.. So exhausted. Many things happened during these few days. Last saturday my cousin and her bf came down to Melaka and asked me out for lunch. Went to town to have nyonya food. There's only 3 of us but they ordered 4 dishes and a soup. My stomach nearly exploded. It was my first time seeing her bf. He is quite a nice guy. Very friendly and also funny. After lunch I wanted to go to starbucks, manatau suddenly it rained. aikss.. Hilang 1 free starbucks. At night went out with a friend and he treated me dinner. Haha.. Didnt use a single cent that day. On Sunday i went out again. Went to MP because someone wanted to change hp. Ask me to teman. That someone got a new hp. Make me feel like changing hp also. My current hp give me lots of problem. sien.. Too bad i dont have money, so cannot change. After that i was so busy with my assignment. Haiz.. No talent in drawing. Wasted so much time and a lot of papers in order to complete the assignment. This morning had my quiz 2 and i'm proud to say that this is my first time getting zero. Cant do at all. Dont know it's because i didnt prepare myself well or lady luck is juz not wit me today. Attended graphics tutorial and it's the last time to see the lengzai lecturer. Next week another lecturer will take over. And somehow he looks like kong wu dai lou(江湖大佬） to me. Hopefully he will be good in teaching la. Finals is around the corner and i havent start studying at all. Still can watch anime and drama everyday. In holiday mood. aikkss.. hopefully i dont fail this semester, if not i'll be in serious trouble. Good luck to myself ba.. Oh ya, someone say that I am good in creating story and i should be a novelist. haha.. So pandang tinggi at me. My english sux to the max la. then a friend say I should give counselling. Though i'm bad in giving advice, I do cheer people up. haha..

busy

It's a very busy week for me. Busy with assignments and also midterm. I'm so gonna fail the graphics midterm. 1st time failing exam since entering uni. Really hate graphics now. But the new lecturer for this subject is so good looking. I think he's the best looking lecturer in the faculty. He is not very good in teaching though and he speaks very softly. Cant even really hear what he is saying during lecture and tutorial even though he uses mike. Someone told me that lengzai and siwen comes in a package, so have to accept it. Me and my friend left the tutorial class earlier to go for a haircut. aikksss.. Now my hair looks like... dont know what word can be used to describe it. It doesnt look nice on me, in other word, UGLY.
Someone said that we always get things that we dont want but we cant have the things we want. Life is just so unfair. Getting things that we dont want is worse than not getting anything. Because the things that we dont want is usually not good. So its better to not get anything than getting something we dont like. Have to continue doing the stupid assignment of the week now. sieeennnnn.....

Moodless

These few days I'm really moody. Dont know why. Especially when I have to do the graphics assignment. Really hate it. Sometimes I do think that i should change course. Maybe taking management courses is better. But i hate to memorize things. Next week will be the graphics midterm. Hopefully I dont flunk. Today I attended the graphics tutorials and damn, i really hate it. How i wish i dont have to study this subject. After tutorial(which is bout 3pm), i went to have lunch. After eating, outside was raining. So my friend n I go jalan jalan in jusco. Did some window shopping. Melaka's jusco is really small compare to the one at Bukit Tinggi. Haizzz... Year End Sales has started but I cant go for shopping. haizzz... Thanks to MMU which has 3 semesters a year. Most of the college students are having holidays now. Even those who are taking STPM have finished their exam. Everyone is enjoying life but I'm stucked with all the assignments and midterm. My mood is way much better now after doing some window shopping. Hopefully my mood will stay good for a long long time. I hate to be moody.

Sweet dream

I had a really sweet dream last night. I dreamt of him. He was in my arms and everything felt so right. Damn.. he look so handsome and I'm so into him. I can see the passion in his eyes, feel his gentle touch. I really like the way he looked at me. His eyes was full of love. I hug him so tightly so that I wont lose him. gosh.. He is really driving me crazy. I was so happy to see him. But sweet dreams always end fast.. argh.. I was forced to wake up because i need to go to class. Haiz.. Why cant I continue sleeping and stay with him in my dream. If i didnt wake up for class, how will the dream ends? How I wish this is not a dream but a reality, where he is really standing in front of me. I miss him so badly. When will be the day that i can see him in person? But 1 thing for sure, that day wont come that soon. He is busy with his work and I'm busy with my studies. We didnt even celebrate his birthday together because he was so busy with his work. And I actually forgotten his birthday until Daryl reminded me. Thanks Daryl.. Damn. I have tonnes of assignment to finish. The best part is that it all involves drawing and i sucks in drawing. My imagination is not that good. Cant visualize how the object look like. Sometimes I really wonder, did i choose the correct course to study. This course is tough and it requires hardwork. I am so lazy and I dont have a smart brain. Haiz..
Today is quite a happy day. Had my lunch at Sushi King . I havent eat sushi for a very very very long time. I think I nearly forgot how it taste like. I really like sushi. Dont know why. Too bad it's kinda expensive. If not i'll eat sushi every meal. Think I'm gonna end this post now. Shall go to sleep earlier tonight. Hopefully I can dream of the same thing again. Wish you were here.

Interesting day

Today is such an unbelievable day. I went out with a friend and i saw a lot of things. firstly, i ter-saw something that i shouldn't. I saw people kissing in car in the carpark. yuckss.... cant they just go to a place which is more isolated so that they have more privacy and also wont make people who pass by feel awkward? This is my very 1st time seeing people french kissing in a public area. although it's kinda obsence, the couple deserves compliment for their courage and thick-skinness. How many people can be like them? Kissing so passionately in the public, ignoring the pairs of eyes which are looking at them. Secondly, when i go to the mall, i met some friends there. But among them was someone who i dont want to see. Although he's a coursemate of mine but i just dont like him. He annoys me a lot. He keep saying that we know each other cause we are coursemate. Really dont know what is he thinking. I dont even know his name and i dont want to know either. If being coursemate means that we know each other, then i know so many people. I know the 200 over people who are taking the same course as me. Because of his existance i cant join that bunch of friends. Not only that, i have to run all over the mall so that i wont bump into them again.This is the first time i feel so tiring walking in the mall. After that I went to watch this movie "Igor". It is so boring that I nearly fell asleep. Overall, today is considered as an interesting day (although me feel damn exhausted). Hopefully tomorrow will be better.

I HATE BACKSTABBERS!

This is my 1^{s t} time writing a blog and the main purpose of me having this blog is to express all my feelings. Recently, I’d not only being betrayed and also backstabbed by a so-called friend. Since the day I entered university, I’ve learn a lot of thing. Especially don’t judge a book by it’s cover. A person might look good and treat you well in front of you but you will never know that he will do behind your back. When you treat someone good, it doesn’t mean that that someone will treat you well too. Some people is just so terrible and hopeless that there’s no word can be used to describe them.

I agree that human being is selfish and will do anything to protect themselves. But only immoral and uneducated idiots will tell lies and spread rumors. If you think that spreading rumors and making others look like the one who is in the wrong, then you are so bloody wrong. In the end of the day, everyone will know the truth, knowing that you are such a son of a bitch. Till then, only god knows how many friends you will have at tat time. But I doubt there will be any left. No one likes backstabbers. Backstabber should just rot in hell.

If you have any issue with me, tell me face to face and not spreading rumors. Only cowards with no balls will do things behind people.